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Like There's No Tomorrow

by Mary Jane Kelly

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Intro 01:32
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that night i hung myself to ticking clocks dismembered, grinning; i could almost taste their fangs far from the reach of dirty hands that offer the legs, lungs and hearts of headless guitars you're just feeding limbs to ticking clocks did you not notice this banquet has no cutlery for us? the reason may come as a shock but your 15 minutes are almost up. but you'll dance to their beat, with the motions of stillness the vultures will whisper sour obedience as they circle caged meat all of a sudden you're 6 feet deep in escapist dreams lets ride the tongues of fluent marketing schemes lets put our angels all to sleep, pay for hounds to whistle our fantasies it all makes sense if you'll just believe me many have slept ever so peacefully inside these rented castles on the asphalt of exploited dreams in the belly of machines so now we'll melt our faces into a sea of concrete, we'll profess our love to these pigs of gluttony who've never heard filthy hounds bark loveless songs to rotting suns. we'll spread our skin and melt our bones, along freeways where your fog can't melt us all you'll be missing limbs from straw men, the day the blind understand their fame, in the light they won't recognise your face, in the night i won't ever trade your skull and teeth.
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Wallflowers 03:02
pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our birth the wallflowers were dust long before the picking. it is time. bring on in the bleak tied up in weathered sheets meet me down this one way street i'll dry my brain on window panes so i can operate under leafless trees in parks come cemeteries, amidst shadows of lovers graves, you wouldn't believe what happened next. my blind eye fell so hard that night, amidst the steam from gutters these bones desired no turn, or dream, or hope for a you and me i dried my soul so fucking much so i'd never feel this way but the tallest trees in the deepest woods of a city where i met you tried to mask fate in a blooming tree that would burn its own leaves if it knew disgrace was etched in hope painted on the devils face does this universe listen down our one way streets? into hollow rooms that wreak of oblivion or does this broken jaw ignore the flesh and heart torn from brittle bones? and burn dry your bleeding yells down these one way streets? everyone knows people like you and me bloom trees in hearts that don't breathe
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i was conceived from the same soil but grown through fury to burn every part of you from my mind and body you nailed my eyes to a fallen cross one god sent forth to trivialise us all one guy, 12 sheep, we're runnin' on empty the wine is fermented, the meat is rotten your spirit is willing but my flesh is tasteless i now see nothing but evil eyes through an offbeat heart i'll eat the eternal life right out of your son i've drowned fate in a vat of my inward hell there's nothing to escape there's nowhere to go we are always alone i lit your angels on fire and let my demons run wild i emptied hell so every devil could spread its wings i'd rather erect happy endings from tainted soil and thoughtless lust when their crooked teeth uttered hail Mary's inside the pews of their twisted caucus stationed pulpits in courts and assemblies is when the hearts of men tore through clouds and broke apart heaven gods words fell and the wolves dined on hearts and souls that night the sun will never rise, these nights will never die despite this we still believe our prison is paradise i'll re-write the chapter, to avoid further confusion cause this fucking place is hell in gold leaf palaces
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chime along to me and hear all the inconsistencies of human feet. we've gathered here amongst the seas you always swore you'd never meet to fuck until we cease to matter, connectin' souls 'til the music dies to wait and taste what sins i brought to kill the mood and hit the lights the familiar chord you heard just before your world was set alight. i dont trust myself with mounds of flesh in these unfamiliar waters you can wrap them up in silhouettes, you can wait 'til we breathe together but our reflections are just blurred regrets before we got the chance to slip under blankets of white and black that drag us back a reminder that these oceans will spit out what they can't eat 6pm i cling onto time and the imprecision of my dimensions i won't scour the bed for the silhouettes the world has given up on i've been sailing here for far too long painting tar on my lungs killing time with revolving doors, forgetting them at every port the salt no longer burns my skin, sometimes i wish it would. someone teach me to sit still, someone teach me to care again.
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i hope you don't make it out alive, all of the dissonance you supplied has finally cracked the pavement where we spread our souls where we bet it all on a house of cards ready to fold and a crooked dealer with a mouth of gold no-one will ever hear any of our songs, all their harmonies rot in the air trapped inside my lungs i fucked with their keys and shackled them to dungeon floors. fashioned a shovel out of broken hips and burnt cigars smashed through the door to her room dripping 'i told you so' from the buckets beneath my eyes i was just choking her heart until it couldn't even bleed... she never appreciates me keep this heart close to your side, im gonna make it scream all goddamn night, then i'm gonna slow cook its hide until hellbound chords leak from its thighs 2 years gone and your pulse fades on Our teenage love died with the smog and the rain I promise i held my head gently under the breaking waves I promise that i'm not fucking sorry for a single fucking thing
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Can we pretend for just one moment that maybe 1 or 2 of your dreams involved me? That I happened to cross your mind when you were haunting mine? You stole all of my borrowed time, and then skipped over state lines dripping seconds behind. I’ll suck them in before they soak away. I owe the devil more than just my yesterdays. I seem to always get in predicaments like you. I guess there's no hope of ending this on a good note? Resolution was never a forte of your key. But I won't vow to catch you, I’ll gladly get right on my way, because the truth is a dead currency you use to imprison me. This is why I forfeit my right to extract my love from the bottom of your heart. I’d much rather pretend that for one of my seconds, I happened to cross your mind. My steady hands, they have a plan of sorts. There will be a bang to mute our whimpers. All you lucky girls can carry on living; the skin of your teeth won't hold you up forever
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Filthy Lucre 02:20
so this is where we have ended up? bathing in the white noise that fills the air around us 'til it chokes the life out of us... 'til it breeds its children inside us... they sold us short just before they sold our souls they boiled us down to a model on a chalkboard how much more will it take until your down here with me kicking and screaming? i'm starting to lose my mind and i'm blaming it on you this time there's only so many ways to breathe air in this place and i cant seem to get the hang of any one of them. i'm sorry, but i've tried pretending and dissembling. and every time i succumb to wishful thinking your message is clear, it just doesn't make sense. we are all doing wrong but it's nobodies fault? all of our cures are just causing disease and despite what we think we aren't entitled to anything let alone happy endings
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i dance beyond the monuments and structures i never wanted a horizon that would see a dawn you'll be glad to know that i died blind and quiet. your genius eclipsed me and your love song smothered on. if god were here i'd imagine he'd be less than impressed politely demanding an explanation for this fucking mess. you've been wearing his shirt and acting suspicious ever since you started hangin' kids from 33 story buildings. your majesty you've gotta come down right now, there must be a charge for the sewing of rotten seeds. that little book ignited fear and hope... the latter you choked you could of given it all, god knows we got enough but this history is servitude and you're just fine with piling flesh. if i were them i'd be wrapping up crosses in our flags and burning them both with pride on sacred land. I promise you that one day this will seep through your love songs and wreak havoc on the radio. Until then; turn up the volume, march on soldier, march on.
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around and around i go. trying to grind my dust into bones, trying to turn this ash into snow. this bathroom wall revealed the secrets of the world; appease our conscience and you can have our freedom. your characters lacked depth, there was no twist at the end. i can’t imitate this. we really should start getting serious about the task at hand. but i'm weak, corrupt, worthless and restless. but I never ever claimed to be anything different. I can’t live inside machines. I can’t just fall asleep. cause I pay in my dreams for what you did. that clock doesn't tick and renew it winds down and runs off, leaving us face to face with every right we bent wrong, it's really not a shame in anyway, that we got cut short on such a lovely day.
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"take it away, bury it's head, i don't wanna hear from it again if it tries to crawl out you have permission to dissemble its heart it has no place here at the right hand of God only the slickest con men with the key to our hearts" it's just the abyss, it's just the abyss, it's just the abyss, and you're terrified of it. Because you know if you knew it all you would have no-one else to blame, for why you hate your own reflection, your footsteps and the shadows you make.

credits

released August 3, 2021

MARY JANE KELLY is:
Matt Velozo – Guitars
Brendan Dive – Bass
Jamal Salem – Drums
Justin Bortignon – Vocals/Lyrics

Engineered and Mixed by Murray Adams

Recorded and Mixed in Murray’s parent’s garage, Balgownie, Wollongong.

Mastered by

All songs written and performed by
MARY JANE KELLY

Art direction and design by Josh Graham (www.SuspendedInLight.com)

Mary Jane Kelly would like to thank the following:

Our families, friends and loved ones for their constant love and support. 9/2 church st, 8 Hillcrest, Benjamin Westley-Wise and Ben ‘Vegan’ the 5th and 6th members of MJK, Denise for still allowing us to practice downstairs, Murray for helping us put this beast together, Nigel @ Trial and Error & Cam @ Destroy All Lines for being the best possible dudes we could ever ask to be working with! Kellly @ Blunt for hanging out, shitting himself in our van and still managing to get promoted. Glenn Stratford for being the best dude, Nicole and Hannah12 for chillin’, House Vs. Hurricane, Dropsaw, City Escape and all affiliated dudes. Any band we’ve had the pleasure of sharing the stage with, anyone who’s let us sleep on their floor and everyone we’ve met along the way. We love you all.

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